"Would you like me to seduce you? Is that what you're trying to tell me?"
You believe that you can't pick who you fall in love with. And that sure explains a lot about your past! For you, love has always been dramatic and crazy... which suits you just fine.
Your love style: Unconventional and a bit shocking
My room is really f-ing hot! I slept in this morning, but it wasn't one of those comfortable wake-up-and-just-roll-back-over ones. It was a wake-up-realize=that=the-bed-is-hot-and-you-want-to-die-roll-over-and-go-to-sleep sorta thing.
I hope we have a thunder storm that clears away the heat for a bit.
No matter what a friend says or does, you try your best to understand it. And your friends feel like they can tell you anything. You don't judge.
You know that friendship is a journey - with a lot of ups and downs. If you and a friend grow apart, you get over it quickly... and leave the potential for future friendship open.
You tend to have many friends from many walks of life. Anyone you meet is could become a friend. In fact, you are especially interested in people who are a little different than you. Seeing life from another perspective is something you cherish.
Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else with their secrets
You really can't be friends with: Dogmatic, stubborn people
Your friendship quote: "Love is blind, but friendship closes its eyes."
So yesterday afternoon was a fun adventure right on into this morning. I left school with Rosa because she needed a ride to Hannaford's to get her paycheck and to pick up some food to make a snack for her biology party. So I tell her that I'm going to the bank to pick up some cash so I can buy my ticket to the Pirates of the Carribien 3 showing at 9:30 that night. She says that as long as I take her home after she'll tag along and give me some cash for gas.
So I go to the bank and get the money and we go over to her work. As we wander the store looking for food we meet up with her boyfriend, Shane, who was stocking shelves. We bugged him for a bit and then Rosa spanked him and we went on our marry way. As we went by the pudding we both saw that they now have Jello mint chocolate pudding and we both jumped up and down and shouted for joy. XD
We then went to the Cinemagic in Westbrook to get my ticket. As we pulled in my friend came out with her sister and her sister's friends and told us that the 9:30 showing was sold out. My friend, Brittany, was going tot he 9:30 cuz she'd gotten her's the day before, but now her sister was going to the 8:00. So I went in to buy a ticket to the 8:00 show and left.
On the way back Rosa said that she wanted to stop at Wal-Mart to get two of the large bottles of Sam's Choice soda. So we went in and she apparently had to go look at the funny shirts, men's pajamma pants, and bed sheets. Along the way we met up with Kelsey and she tagged along with us. Kelsey and I decided that we wanted to play with all the toys that made sounds in the toy section. There was a large display of toys from Shrek the Third. The Puss in Boots toy was really strange because it was basically Puss coming on to you (He tells you that you need not walk by, for Puss is right here...sketchy). The Donkey toy was odd too because he would start talking and if you squeezed on his mouth, he'd mumble and complain about you stopping him from talking. THe scarriest thing, though, was the baby dolls. If you poked their bellies they giggled and then sighed repeatedly in a manner much like that of an orgasm. It was so scarry!! I pulled my hand away and looked down on it saying, "Does this make me a pediphile?"
When I pulled out of Wal-Mart with Rosa, we had the windows rolled down. So we flapped our arms, making the car "fly." The coolest part was, the car behind us did it too, and then the car behind them did it as well!!! It was soo cool and fun!! We laughed all the way back to her house.
Then I had a nap and a quick dinner with my mom and I was off to see Pirates!!
After the movie I played and won "Time Crisis 4" which was not that hard. But it was still kinda hard with only one person.
By the time I got home, it was alread today. Then, today I woke up and downloaded the new Nightwish single, Eva. The new singer does an amazing job! I love the song. It is really sad and sweet, but great too!
I also dowloaded the soundtrack to the third Pirates movie, so now I have them all. The song "Hoist the Colours" is in it, which is nice (you won't get this if you didn't read the cut, but don't feel like you have to read it to get this...does that make sense?).
I'm going to make another post with some blogthings I've done.
LOL I just got home from seeing the movie Georgia Rule. It was a really good movie and I recommend it to everyone. At first I didn't want to go see it. I thought it was just going to be some silly chick flick about mother-daughter bonding. But I was plesantly surprised. First of all, it is not a chick flick. The movie deals with very serious issues like rape and alcoholism while at the same time maintaining a light, upbeat feel. Also, the acting was perfect. I know a lot of people feel that Lyndsie Lohan is just a big whore who doesn't know right from wrong, but her acting in this movie is amazing. She is perfect for the role and does a believable job. Jane Fonda (1, 2, 3, 4, get your booty on the dance floor) does a superb job, as usual. The other woman is a relative newcommer. I've never seen her in a movie before, and I can't even remember her name LOL, but she is so great. I really think that everyone should try to go see this movie.
Mother's Day is tomorrow...I'm taking my mom out to lunch...probably a late lunch seeing as how technically it is already Mother's Day. Well, I guess we're just getting a head start on the celebration. LOL
Prom is next weekend and Men's Warehouse still hasn't told me that they have my Tux yet. I think I should call or go over there sometime soon to make sure I'm gonna actually get it in time to be fitted. That would suck if I paid all that money and then looked terrible. Oh well...it isn't like pictures from prom are actually gonna make it intot he yearbook anyway, so I'll never have to look at them again. ^^
Down to earth with tons of creative energy When you talk, everyone can relate to you "Life springs eternal On a gaudy neon street Not that I care at all"
Believe it or not, you and your mom are pretty darn similar. It may not seem like it at times, but you and your mom have a lot of common ground. Over time, you'll probably get closer ... especially if you emphasize the things you like about each other.
You're the type of driver who isn't afraid to be the fastest on the road. You have a lot of energy built up, and you tend to get your adrenaline fix from driving. Moving at hyper speed, you tend to be annoyed with slow drivers and slow people. Life's too short to be slowed down by someone else!
My mom has the week off and she keeps rubbing it in my face. Right now she's in her bedroom saying, "Boy, I'm glad I don't have to be up right now like you do!" GAHH! Why does she have to have the whole week off. I'm going to be hanging out with friends more because I can not deal with her being home when I get home.
So Saturday was fun because Mike, Amie, and I watched all of teh SAW movies. They are all realy good and I think that everyone should see them regardless of wether they like gore or not. Really, they aren't that gorey. The parts that might get really gross are so over done that it doesn't even look real. And any really sick parts are just flashes and you don't really see what's hapening. So no one has an excuse to not see them.
Well, I finished my 1000 word essay this morning. Unfortunately I had to e-mail it to my mom to prove that I did it. I'm afraid that she's going to tell me I screwed up or something. Well, it will be too late anyway, I'll have turned it in. I probably got like an A- on it. That's what I usually get on the big essays. Thank god the smaller ones help boost my grade up. LOL
Tonight is the talent show that me and my friends are in. We probably aren't going to do great, but who cares, it's a talent show? We're just trying to have fun. Except some people really stress over getting the notes right in the song and I'm like, on Broadway, you make the song work for you. Not everyone sings it exactly the same. It's about your interpretation. But so many of them are in chorus that they focus on the notes and not on becoming the character.
Plus some kids just randomly skip out on rehersal...I think that's really immature. C'mon guys! We have to be ready tonight and people skip out on yesterday's rehersal? That is not a good thing.
Oh well.
Saturday me and Amie (from band) are going over to Mike's house to watch all three SAW movies. It should be really fun. I'm going to try to get Brian to come too, but I don't think he goes for that kind of stuff.
Sunday I guess I'm spending the morning with my father and then at night I'm goiing to a dinner for my swim team. I picked up a really cool shirt and tie combination. The shirt is deep blue by Van Huesson and the tie is a forrest green by DKNY. Green and blue being the colors of my team. I'll probably be over dressed, but I will look damn fine, so I don't care. It's all about looking good, isn't it?
I've been listening to Nightwish a lot again to get ready for the May 31st release fo their next single Eva. Then they have another single coming out in June sometime and their next CD comes out in August. I've already got tickets to see them in concert in Cleveland in October.
I'm still waiting for Evanescence to release the single for Sweet Scarifice, but they are taking their time about it. I hope that they have to two songs that didn't make the cut for the CD on there. Those songs would be "If You Don't Mind" and "The Narnia Song" (there is no real title yet for this song but it was going to be in The Chronicles of Narnia: The Lion The Witch and The Wardrobe). The official track listing fo teh single isn't out yet though, so right now it is just a hope.
Sonata Arctica should be putting their next CD out soon too. I'm seeing them in concert in September. Same venue as Nightwish.
Edit: I just checked the Evanescence Reference on Wikipedia and the Sweet Sacrifice Single is coming out on the 8th of May and will have two parts, a CD1 and CD2. The track listing is still TBA.
So I was at the mall earlier today from about 11 to 2. I didn't get much though. Just a blue dress shirt and a green tie. I'm going to wear that outfit to the CMA awards banquet. Blue and green being the team colors.
My mom bought a book that I want to read.
Neither Borders or Waldenbooks has Angel Sactuary 19. This is beginning to piss me off. I'm saving my money to buy it and I can't find it. Meanwhile I see a bunch of stuff I want to buy, but I want AS 19 more.
I have Dinner Dash on my cell phone now. That's fun. I'm up to the second level in the second restraunt. So...that's like level 12.
My friend is supposed to call me if she can get me intot he midnight showing of Spiderman 3. I hope she lets me know in time to rent the first two. I don't remember them that well...which is strange cuz I remember stuff like that very well normally.
There's a 28% Chance You've Been Abducted By Aliens
Even though you have a few alien abduction signs, you're almost certainly in the clear. However, if aliens ever do come to your neck of the woods... they'll probably be coming for you!
You are practically a cell phone saint. You never annoy the people around you. Everyone should have phone manners as good as yours. And you sure wish they did!
So, yeah. Not much is going on...My mom is really bugging me by trying to ask me questions about friends while I type and I'm trying to tell her that I don't know the answers. It's getting a little frustraiting.
^I actually look older than I am because I can grow a full beard.
You Can Make 100% of Your Crushes Fall in Love With You
Admit it, you can seduce practically anyone. And sometimes you try just for fun. You're a total heartbreaker that knows when to play it cool. You are the type of person people go completely lovesick over. Just use your powers for good, okay?
Ok, so my day started out really badly. I get in this morning and sign myself in for Senior privaledges and get a notice that I wont be able to have them again until May 7th because I had an incomplete on my report card. I had a fucking incomplete because I had depression and could not phisically do anything except breath and sleep without feeling like complete shit. I asked if I could get them back because my grade in English got changed to an 85. No. I still have to be in school all fucking day for the next week and two days. This really pisses me off. What am I supposed to do during study hall? I never have homework, and when I do, I do it at home. This is why first period study halls suck when you're not a senior who can leave. My mom is totally unsympathetic. She instead decided to tell me how John Russel takes college courses and fills up his schedual so he doesn't use his Senior privaledges. I'm so tired of hearing about and being compared to John-fucking-Russel. I know he's the fucking pride and joy of out town but why the fuck do I have to be compared to him all the time? I swear that every time I don't get honor role his name gets brought up. what do my parents want? He's in the top two of our class, and I'm 27. Obviously I don't get grades like him on a regular basis. Not to mention he is the most stuck up person I've ever met. He knows that everyone thinks he's the greatest thing sense sliced bread, and he soaks it up like a fucking spunge. He's treated me like dirt ever sense I got faster than him in swimming. He's obviously superficial.
Ok, I'm done ranting about that for now.
I'll probably complaine more later because I'll be doing absolutely nothing for the first two hours of school tomorrow. I'm going to try and go to the library.
I don't even know who my fucking study hall teachers are...I've never been to the study hall before. God I hope they aren't some douche bags who will yell at me when I sleep in the study hall. I don't fucking want to look productive. They can suck my cock if they have a problem with me.
^What, so I hug guys as much as girls, that's still straight.
So, I just got back from my CPR/AED For The Professional Rescuer class. I had to recertify for my lifeguard cert. Unfortunately, this is the first year Southern Maine has had this course sepparate from Lifeguard or EMT/EMS/Paramedic recert classes, so I have to take the full 8 hour course instead of the 2 hour refresher...T___T
I've got a digital camera now, so expect pictures more often. LOL
Man, now I have to fill out all these forms to the colleges I'm not going to. I guess that it's safe to apply to more than one, but a pain to reject more than one. XD
Hey everyone! I hope you all still remember me! ^^ I know I haven't been on in a very long time...but I'll explain why that is. I just want to apollogize for being away for so long and not really keeping in touch with everyone.
So, the reason why I've been not online much recently is because I have a form of depression. My grades suffered and so did some of my friendships because I found myself completely unable to do the simple task of starting an essay or opening an e-mail. I just felt so bad that I couldn't do it. I'm in counsiling now and I'm hopfully going to be doing better...I've only had two sessions so far.
I can't really give one reason exactly for why I'm so depressed, but there are many things that I was forced to deal with all happening at the same time and the pressure of it all built up on some anxiety and self esteem issues that I've had for a while now.
Fortunately I don't need medication becaus I'm not suicidal.
Anyway, in happier news: I chose the college I'm going to attend! I'm going to Ohio Northern University and majoring in Creative Writing.
Also, my friends Anna, Amanda, and I are all going to go see Wicked on Broadway. I might have posted about this before. But the great news I got yesterday is that we're going to be alowed to go back stage!!!! To meet the cast and everything!!! OMFG!! That is going to be soooooo exciting!!!
/Good News My Great Uncle died yesterday. I wasn't really close to him, I was more closer to my Great Aunt (His wife who is related to me by blood) who died about a year ago. But it is still going to be a sad occasion. I hope is children don't start fighting like they did at my great aunts funeral...x.X
Yes, you do have that killer instinct lurking in you. And while you may not be actually cutting throats anytime soon... You certainly don't mind clawing your way to the top.
I've begun watching Digimon again on YouTube...Oh god...that is the best show ever!!! Ok, not really, but it's so funny to think that I once thought it was wicked cool. XD
Ok, I'm not going to be around for the next few days. I have swimming championships tonight, tomorrow, and over the weekend. I'm all ready to do my best! ^^ I hope our team wins. It's going to be really close like it was last year. Last year we thought another team had won, and they thought we had won. The points were that close. I think we were 65 points a head of them. My coach says it'll be even closer this time. I hope we win. It'll be the 8th time in a row that we've wona dn I've been there for them all. XD
Yesterday Brian and I went to the mall after school. I stopped in a Hot Topic and got a really cool hat. LOL Then we went to the dream machine and played House of the Dead. It was fun, but the final boss was hard because the game would act like we were reloading when we were trying to shoot it. :\ Because of that Brian died and left me to take away it's last 1/8th of health, which still took me three series of attacks to do because I could only get about one shot at a time in.
SHS ONE ACT PLAY IS AMAZING!!! WE WON REGIONALS AND ARE GOING TO STATES NOW!!!
Also, I realized something. You know how there's a slut in every circle of friends? Well that would be me. In every single circle of friends I have, I'm the big whore...T____T
I bought him two games for his Xbox (and was told that it had been taken away...O.O) and made the entire band sing happy birthday to him. So much for keeping a "low profile"! LOL
Hey, everyone. Incase you forgot (you did, I did, no blame being passed out here), I do have a play that I'm in tomorrow (Sunday the 4th). There are two showings, one at 2pm and the other at 5pm. The play is only a half hour long so even if you're pressed for time, you should still be able to make it through the show. I think everyone who can should try to go...but if you don't I understand. LOL I have the first line though, you might wanna come just to hear me screw up and not talk loud enough. XD
In other news I saw Pan's Labrinth today. It is a really good movie, and I didn't need the subtitles to understand most of it (go spanish!!!). I laughed during some of the death scenes cuz they weren't that good...LOL The plot is not just about some girl either, it's really about the war torn world she lives in and how it affects the people around her. I'd have to say that, in my opinion, the underlining theme of the movie is how one person's death (or, in some cases, continued life) can affect the lives of those around them in either a positive or negative form. It is a really good movie and the ending was great, but I'm not gonna spoil it. XP
We also made a couple more music videos for youtube...LOL I'll have to post them later.
I reallyhope that the play goes well...wow, I used proper grammar there...neat...anyway, I hope people can come! You'll get to see me trying to act. LOL I guess I'm good at it though...a bit anyway...
Ok, I'm sorry if I don't respond to comments until tomorrow afternoon or morning (at the earliest) but there's and issue with my e-mail account. Usually, even if I'm not on LJ, I at least comment via e-mail, but tonight I can't.
I typed in my e-mail name and password and hit enter. As Yahoo! went to the loading screen a box from Norton popped up saying that it deleated a virus file. I clicked ok and a few seconds later it popped up again, saying it deleated the same file. I clicked ok again and it didn't pop up anymore, but now I can't log into my e-mail account...hence, no comments for a while.
I hope that this'll be fixed by the time any of you read this (assuming you won't read it till tomorrow...) but who knows.
Edit: Norton just popped up again saying it found and resolved one issue...so hopefully if I just shutdown and go on in the morning things'll be fine.
Ok, there is a reason why I wasn't on a lot at all last week even though I had the week off. I had some strange abdominal cramp thing going on that my doctors thought was a bladder infection, but I tested normal, so they don't have any clue what was wrong. And now I'm better...so I guess we'll never know. I was kinda excited that maybe a new desease would be found in me...but not excited enough to feel bad about it not happening. LOL
My friend went to see the play Avenue Q on Broadway...I was really jealous. But she brought me a t-shirt and promised to take me to see Wicked over the summer, so I've almost forgiven her. XD
You Are 87% Sexy
Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts!
Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride.
Oh, me and some friends made some videos where we lip sync (sp?) to different songs. Some of which include me wearing a skirt...um...yeah... Anyway, if you want to watch them, just go here. Or, if you're at school and youtube is blocked, go here, you should get through. They are kinda fun. If you like them, rate 'em. Also, show them to your friends and comment. ^^
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